Syarat dalam Hidup....

This is some post of my memory created by ashee..smetimes this words give me the strenght 2 continued my journey...this is words tht ashee give to me...

I wAnt 2 mArRy her...

SO Sime Darby as my target...

I wAnT 2 gIve d Bez 4 Her...

And I WANT 2 AVE a good carier...

I'm Handsome,she's cute..=]

So i'll strive hard 4 my Stpm..

Disease?

I'll not let u discourage me...

Wait for me ashee and u'll be mine...

From my sweet angel...

hope so,it will be come to me..on this time,i must find some strenght for me 2 facing my stpm later..and tht words are the each one of my strenght....

tq ahee for everything....hope,u always be hepi at there...

songs for u dear...

this song is just for u my lovely ashee...

even 1000years,i'll always waiting for u...

Ashee,mmg sgt perit mgmbil stpm sbnr nye...selame ni man selalu pretend ok tp hakikat nye fuh mang tuhan je yg tahu...ni lg sbln nk exam lg tekanan trase...nk2 man student yg amek ekonomi..cbrn student eko sgt tggi dr kelas len..andai diowg dapt duk kat tmpt ktorng trase mental nye,mcmne nk skor eko...ngn impian yg blum tentu jd kenyataan lgi..emmm nk ngis di bhu ashee rasenye...

sampai kn ade slot berbincg ngn cikgu sj,man luah kn sume perasaan sal sume subjek stpm yg ktorng amek,dan ckg dapat merasekan kperitan ktorng...n ckgu hy mmpu berkate,itulah manisnye f6...hermmm....

luahan ati man membuat kn sume kwn2 merase puas krn ape yg terpendam kat ati dowg selame ni terluah ngn luahan man..ape yg man ckp itu la selame ni terbuku dalam ati diowg....kami mule berbincg n merintih tntg ms depn kmi....tkut rase nye...ingin sekali berjumpe ngn kakak2 thun lpas yg trial hy 0 pointer lbh je tp stpm sbnr 3pointer keats..mcmne la diowg study n kuat tempoh dugaan...

man harap ashee selalu berade disamping man even man bkn ape2 bg ashee..man dah x de owg nk menagih kasih n luahan ati...

tq ashee..thts why every times we ym together,i'll always made some jealous n mudy...sorry ashee..cos my mind ave mix already...with probs,study,loving with u n else...erm i hope u'll always pray for me n still keep loving 2 me...

i need a good strength coz i dont ave any people again 2 falls my tears n share my documentary life....

thanks for everything my dear...

want too reduce my emotions.......

what wants 2 say ar....?ermmm...ok 2 reduce my emotion for somebody lets know some knowledge here...ok?...bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

ade sowg ank murid ty kpd gurunye,bole x sy wat maksiat...?..guru die ckp,le tp ade 5 syarat..

• jgn duduk dibumi Allah
• pergi tmpt yg dapat sorokkn diri dr pndgn Allah
• jgn mkn rezeki Allah
• kalu malaikat maut datang,amek nyawamu,katekn sbntr aku ingin bertaubat
• kalau dihisap,katekan pd malaikat,msokkn aku ke syurga aku lbh lyk disitu

menngis ank murid itu dan bertaubat..

1 more knowledge...this is prayer of imam ghazali..

Ya Allah kalau aku buat amalan kerana syurgamu,ko jauh kn aku dr syurga mu....

Kalau aku wat amalan krn takot akn neraka mu,kau masuk kn aku ke dalam nerakamu...

Tapi kalu aku lakukan keranamu,i2 adalah hak mu....

erm mcm2 terfikir dfikiran aku tuk mgurng kn emosi aku yg tah pape tah...xpela,aku ase aku kene lupekan sal hal yg mybbkn emosi aku geram ni terlbh dahulu..n lupekan sal perasaan kat mane2 pmpn pun...x sbr nk masuk u...huhuhu...ni mslh jeles...hehehe...mgkin terlalu mgharap kot...hari2 dgr name owg laen n cite sal owg len jeles gak..kontroversi?pics?ermm.....hope all tht deleted smoothly n faster...tkut aku jd laki yg mengongkong..so,i think i want 2 take some times for thinking positive...so,u also can cnsntrate ur study and 1 day,i hope u can meet the better guy..

ok,i think i want 2 stop typing blog n ym at this time...want 2 cnstrate for my future n study 1st...bout gurlz,later la pikir...mkin bercinte mkin byk perasaan jeles dtg..xpela,nk rapat ngn sape2 pun rapat la..nk jatuh ati kat sape2 jatuh la...x pela aku pgg kate2 kalau ade jodah ade la...

fuhhh.....

EYES OF MALACCA...

1st....this is a condolla...hehehe...erm...best...we can see all of malacca...sbnr nye x rncg pun nk gi sini..mlm tu boring duk kg...so plan ngn mak long,ucu sume la nk gi mane mlm2 ni..jomla jln2...sekali sepupu kate jm la g melake..stgh jam je lalu highway baru...aku pun ok la...hehehe...so bermula la pengembaraan upin dan ipin..hahaha....=p





ar eyes of malacca dr dekat...erm ni la bale gune kamera hp...yela...wit blum mncukupi lg nk beli kamera digital...xpe anti la beli...erm now nk naek condolla ni...continued...

har har har....dah ader depan condolla...nk masuk nk amek gmbar pmndgn melake.....jgn jeles......







ar ni la melake...byk lagi gmbr diambil tp mls la nk ltk byk2....huhuhu...naik ngn adik2 sepupu kelaka btul....menjerit2..siap tadah tgn lagi berdoa,ya allah selamat kn la kami,jgn la jtuh..hahaha...pape jela diowg 2.....

hello,i'm save don wori...hehehe...for u at there,i bought u some small n cutey telescope..hehehe...not expensive,just only 5bugs...

where ever i been,i'll always remember at u...thankz for being supported me...

ermm...yg sal lambat bls email 2,harap maap ae..bkn dah x syg tp kat kg line tenet x de...so thnks for calling me on saturday..dapat la jelaskn kmshkilan yg berlaku...kalu x,x pasal2 majuk..susah aku...hehehe...epi sgt2 sbb dapt berbual n bergurau..always pray for me ya.....

see you later.....

adik sepupu baru...

my name is mohd iqram....but all my cousins call me iqram dinzly...hahaha..

ni adik sepupu aku yg baru...cmel x...erm geram aq...x tkot owg au...mak die siap kate kalu nk amek amek la..nnt tiap2 1mggu sekali acik amek...fuh bkn men2 au btul...lgpun mak ayh die keje...blik umah pnat...si iqram dinzly ni pun jiran die yg jage...bek dak ni...kalu melalak bg je botol syp la die...hahahaha..

aku ter plan dalm pale otak aku,erm pas stpm nk amek upah jge ank mkcik aku la...hahahaha...kene pikir2 kan gak...hehehe...brat tugas seorg ibu tunggal ni..hahaha..=p

pape pun best raye..mkn byk sgt smpai butang seluar pun leh bukak sbb buncit..hahaha..tp 2 3 ar dah x dah....=p..

erm yg ade kat sane,kalu iqram ni mcm ishqal best kan...kn2...xpe i'll wait for u...hehehe...

cau.....

hari aye.....

selamat hari aye...ari untuk kite bersuke rie...hehehe...
slmt mymbut ari raye maap zhir n btin kat si die yg tgah membace ni...i know u was read this..hehehe...cak cak...

erm mlm raye si die tepon aku dr US tp mase tu aku ade kat dlm kete,line x clear bb ade mak ayh ade abg sume...so sgn nk ckp..i want 2 say,syg for her in intro after salam..coz of my family beside me,malu la aq..so aku swuh si die tepon aku dalm kul 12.30..mlm 2 aku ble bju raye n ingat kat die aku beli kan die tudung satu..niat hati,kalu die blik mlsia,nk bg sume brg aq yg aq beli tuk die..tp aku tunggu punye tunggu,x kol2 pun..erm majuk ke...serbe salah la..2 ari aq x tito mlm wait kol dr die..

sowi duk kg x de pkhdmtn tenet,arap mklm..nk blik cpt jb coz nk ym tau email die...ermmmm...rindu nye...

sorry koz i said tht my feeling with u was flat...tp sbnr nye x pun..jauh disudut ati..erm,x kan x thu dah msuk 5thun dah kenal..=]..aku ni kalu majuk pyh skit...hehehe..tp kalu aku majuk,majuk2 manje je...

mhon maap kat si die spy die x ktepikan hati n pnntian aku...
erm skrg ni tgah kumpul wit nk li kan rantai yg mhl tuk die...sian die dah 2x aq li rantai tp xleh dpakai..xpe xpe..i buy u some more k...quality py pasni...nk li headphone gak nnt nk kol die kat ym..ala kumpul wit ukan abaikan study pun...

x pe aq berkorbn tuk die mgkin kalu aq kwin ngn die,die msti akn bg yg terbek tuk aq...ameen...aku pcy..die dak bek...aku pun dak bek..hehehe.pasan sndiri plak kn..

papepun,aku syg sgt kat die..sampai bile2...mgkin skrg aq lum dapat bgge kan die tp mgkin satu ari...x pe sbr man sbr...mgkin kjayaan aku x same cm die tp ngn usehe aq akn bktikan...

this message dedicated for her,i hope ur fell with me always grow like a flower while get a sun..n one more thing,i hope tht she forgive me for what mistake dat i've done...

father's bithday

today i went 2 jusco mall for getting some bju raye....after tht my mother enter a watch shop...wa mhl2 nye jam...ade sampai rm10000...wui...expensive expensive....after tht my father choose what ever watch he want...i said,''x membazir ke mak beli jam mhl''....

lastly my mom said to me,''ri rabu 16/09/09 ri2 kan birthday ayh ko''...oooo upenye..forgot la...hehehe...my mom buy a watch for my father with a fee rm400...erm...so romantic

erm...i got a idea on tht time...kalu aku kawin anti aku nk bg hantaran kat is3 aku jam tgn la..hehehe..extra,rantai,cincin,kasut..its ok,one day the times will coming for me...

for somebody over there,i'll choose u the best watch for wedding give later...hahahahaha....x suke ke suke ke kene suke gak...

tp 2 la kene saving money dr skrg...ok la...i'll try...hehehehe...

erm...study2...

fuh.....dah sebulan dah exam...ni pun pas raye ade lg 1 paper..pnat2...tp seb bek PA aku highest,tenang la nk wat exam eko...erm rini i thought tht i cnnt do my economic paper,but i feel tht i can answer it much better thn before..hope my eco result get some principle..ave 1 month again tht i must struggle for my stpm...fuh cuak seh bile dah dkt stpm ni...cikgu umi said,dont worry target stpm not trial...but with trial i can feel better without nervous till real stpm..erm.....whtever la...byk tol ujian...erm 3days want to celebrate hari raye...yea yea...but i didnt do much preparation yet..ala kadar je...yela thun ni kn nk exam..nk sewonok2 pun lum mase nye lg...kueh raye pun men tunjuk2 je..hehehe...

to smebody at there,dont feel sad celebrating ur hari raye..k...ur journey must continue till ur grad...i'll always pray for u..i know u r happy at there..its ok,one day i'll give u a lot of presents tht i buy,collect n save every year just for u...i'll be waiting for u 2 cme bck...nak bju kurung,tudung,gelang,rantai?...anti sy beli kn sume tu tuk awk ae...jgn tkut..smpai mse msti kite dapt kepit lame2..hehehe...tp jgn brubh ati plak...kalu brubh gak,ermmm........erm......tp jgn la...hehehehe..

erm ri2 nk pic sy kan...ni yg terbaru...mlm mase tu nk study esok exm sej x silap...baru 2 3 ari lpas...tgok meje study bersepah2.....but im still look cool rite...hehehehehe...

ni la gaye sy study,mesti bersepah2.hehehe..sampai ade kwn tgur x serabut ke ko man..huhuhu....

erm,if u ave any probs,cm biase i'm here for u...k...

if i can help i'll help...k....

hope tht pic can remising bck ur mind bout my face...

OH RAMADHAN...

ONE WEEK MORE RAMADHAN WILL LIVE US...=[

ERM....SDEY NYE.....MDH MDHN RAMADHAN THUN NI MENJADIKAN AKU MANUSIA YG TABAH DAN CEKAL...
TAH BANYAK TAH X PAHALE AKU BULAN RAMADHAN NI..SIE2 JE POSE KALU DALAM BULAN RAMADHAN NI AKU X DAPAT PHALE HY DAPAT LAPAR DAN DAHAGE JE...SYG NYE AKU MLEPASKAN PELUANG KEEMASAN BULAN RAMADHAN...NK KATE TARAWIKH TIAP2 HARI 2 XDE LA..BILE X DAPAT WAT TARAWIKH TIAP2 ARI SBB SFT MLAS N BERTANGGUH WAT AKU RASE MENYESAL SGT...SEPATUT NYE BULAN RAMADHAN LA AKU KENE PERBYK KN AMALAN SUNAT...

SBB TU LA SYUKUR MANUSIA PD ALLAH,ALLAH KATE HY SETITIS JE NIKMAT DIE KAT DUNIA...ERM APE LA NGN AKU NI...AKHIR2 BULAN RAMADHAN NI SIBUK NK KEJAR STUDY N EXAM SAMPAI AKU X AMEK KSEMPATAN TUK CRI MLM LAILATUL QADAR...MAAF KAN KU YA ALLAH...

AKU LALAI,AKU LEKA,AKU ALPA N TERLALU MGEJAR DUNIA DRPD AKHIRAT KU...ADAKAH RAMADHAN NI AKU TERGOLONG DALAM HAMBE YG XMNDAPAT KEAMPUNAN MU...TKUT NYE...MDH MDHN KAU KURNIAKAN JIWE KU JIWE YG RAMADHAN WALAUPUN RAMADHAN AKN BERLALU...

YA ALLAH BARU AKU SEDAR HIKMAH YG ENGKAU NK TUNJUK KAN PD KU SETELAH KAU UJI BERMCM2 KEGAGALAN DALAM HIDUP KU SELEPAS SPM DAHULU...BARU KINI AKU MENGENAL APE 2 BERJAYE DISISI KAU...YA ALLAH AKU BERSYUKUR DGN NIKMAT MU...MAAFKAN AKU KRN KDG2 AKU MENGELUH NGN KETENTUAN MU..TP RUPENYE KEJAYAAN BG KAU BUKAN DIUKUR NGN KEPANDAIAN,PANGKAT,KERJAYE YG BGUS,GAJI YG BESAR,DAN ILMU YG TIGGI MELANGIT...

TAPI BG KAU KEJAYAN ADALAH APBILA KAU MYLMTKAN HAMBE MU DARI NIKMAT DUNIE N DOSE DUNIE YG MELALAIKAN SHG AMALAN KPD MU SMKIN SDIKIT SERTA KAU SELAMATKAN HMBE MU DARI AZAB NERAKE...OH RUPENYE ITU KEJAYAAN BG KAU...

BARU AKU THU YG PNGKAT,KERJAYE,ILMU YG TINGGI,GAJI YG BESAR ITU ADLAH SMPINGAN DAN BONUS YG ENGKAU BERIKAN KPD HAMBE MU...AKU BLLAJR PE ITU ERTI REDHA KRN MU YA ALLAH..MUNGKIN KAU TEMPAT KN AKU DISINI KRN ENGKAU INGIN SELAMAT KAN AKU DARI DOSE N NIKMAT DUNIE YG MELALAIKAN...

AKU BERHARAP N AKU BERSERAH KPD MU DSMPING AKU BERUSEHE...DAN KU MEMOHON SUPY JGN LA ENGKAU LUNTUR KAN IMAN DAN TAQWA KU MALAH KAU TINGKAT KAN LA IA SPY AKU SENTIASE AKN BERUSEHE MENCARI SEBUAH CAHAYA...

BERIKAN LA AKU YG TERBEK DLM KEHIDUPAN KU MENITI HIDUP SEBAGAI KHALIFAH DIMUKE BUMI...

TUHAN HADIAHKAN LA CINTA KU KPD MU..OH TUHAN KURNIAKAN LA RINDU MU KPD KU...MOGA AKU TAHU SYUKUR KU ADALAH MILIK MU....

AMIN YA RABBAL 'ALAMIN

herm.....fall in love?i think so...but love wit our creater....=]....i stand alone coz of love...i love my fwenz tht had been guiding me wht ever side i be rich....smetimes we fall,smetimes we stnd with proud...but we must know fwenz,not always we can be at the top...so,put ur self inside them..we can sit together n stnd tgether with same level even in reality we r the best...

ALLAH like peoples were having low profile,always help each other,didn't arrogant,didn't egotistical n another bad attitude...

looks fwenz,we r like a round shape of ball..always roll over and over...smetimes we stumble over cross-beam,fall into the hole n etc...but the ball always rolling forward not backward...but the movement more carefull after this...so,look infront u...wht ever happen,don't easily give up...get a good strenght...we r already at ending side...little bit more...go go chaiyok fwenz...

for u all my fwenz...i love u all....

KAWAN BERTAHUN KITA BERSAMA,
BAGAI SEMALAM BARU BERSUA,
KAWAN DIHADAPAN OH INDAHNYA,
KITA BERSAMA BERKELANA,
NAMUN KITA JAUH DI DUNIA SENDIRI,
BEKALAN SENDIRI,
IMPIAN SENDIRI,

MESKIPUN JAUH NAMUN KITA TETAP BERSAMA,
DEK RUANG YANG MEMISAHKAN KITA...

KAWAN HIDUP INI UMPAMA LANGIT,
YANG TIDAK SELALU CERAH,
KWN HIDUP INI UMPAMA AWAN,
YANG TIDAK SELALU PUTIH..

INGAT LAH BINTANG2 DI LANGIT,
XKAN TERUS BERKERDIPAN,
INGATLAH PELANGI YANG INDAH,
PASTI AKAN HILANG..

KAWAN JGN BIARKAN DIRIMU,
SEPERTI RAMA2,
CANTIK NAMUN AKHIR NYA,
MENJADI PERHIASAN DI MEJA TULIS...

OH KWN JADILAH SEPERTI SI MATAHARI,
MEMBAKAR DIRI DEMI INSAN SEJAGAT,
OH KWN JD LAH SEPERTI BULAN PURNAMA,
MENERANGI MLM YANG GELAP GELITA,
MENUNJUKKAN JALAN DEMI UMAT SEMESTA...

hope u can look far n think by urself..dont think 2 couple2 again...there r things tht can destroy ur dreamz coz it is not vow... learn with all my story tht i'ave told u...we can stnding tgether n get gud result with flying colours...

smetimes it is sad 2 remising back...but u must thankful coz Allah ave gave u the chances n relinquish u a sweet memories for u 2 reminding n keep loving with tht memories...... i'll pray for my fwenz n i'll be strong 2 purchase back all my mistakes....=]

bby bear...

ashee...

u look cute with the teddy..=]

sorry,baru skrg tahu how to type n post the pic in my blog...

i want u 2 know...i like u,i keep loving u,miz u,sacrifice for u bcoz of urself.

i don't thing tht i like u coz of ur physical..but smething inside u tht make my heart always waiting for u...

even thought after u fly leaving me,i always crying coz u didn't show ur love for me again.. n u do some decision tht u want ur relation as a good fwen...xpela...mgkin ashee dah bc post man yg panjang man dedicate tuk ashee.. man harap man selalu kuat....

man menangis ngn cikgu,ngn kwn2..i asks them..teacher,manis x bercinte?man terlalu bersungguh2 tuk ashee..even man pnah ade big prob pun man tetap settle kan maslh ashee.. tp x pe..man ase man redha dgn sume yg berlaku..

i'm proud of her coz god ave give me chance for aving her love for 4years..knowing her,take care of her,guide her n i miz all tht... but everything ave change.. keep smiling ashee..

always see the moon n stars,u can see me at there...

small pillow,pink teddy,cute shoe,owg pompuan besi,n bracelet...

for 1 year u waiting me post this kechains..now i post it for u..cantik kan teddy pink 2...i''ll keep all this properly..so shocked coz after u know me for 5 years,finally u know my favourite colour...yes,i like pink..but x gtau la owg..malu...hehehe.. ur instict is so strong for me...tq ashi...u r always in my mind..ar tht shoe also cute...best best...so epi when remember all this..walaupun sume sudah berlalu bgitu cpt,aq nk jd seowg yg lembut ati,sbr,dan kuat what ever owg wat pape pun... i hope 1 day i find my clear future...for u,i'll strive...x ksah la she dont like me again or not..so sweet if i stand n keeping my love with all the memories..nikmat nye bercinte dgn kngn...alhmdulillah....kalau ia x mnjd reality,aq ase bersyukur tuhan beri ku ksmptn tuk aku mempunyai mimpi2 yg cukup indah...